rainbow's.of.rein

What else yg boleh aku ckp psl CINTA nie? Semua pun serba tak kena nak cite. Why we have to fall in love when we can't give so much to it? Question. KENAPA? Bila aku dah stop dgn dia and dia and dia jugak. I realized that I can't love anyone else other than you. Aku sedar yg aku xboleh live my life without you. Sounds so desperate. Tapi ape yg org lain nampak and rasa dgn ape yg aku dah lalui selama nie. YES. dia mmg SGT ego. SGT kasar. SGT control. SGT pemarah *nie aku suka lawan*. SGT ikot otak dia je. SGT emo and yet SGT SGT SGT tatau malu *sume pun aku lawan rasanya*. AND hell yeah. dia jugak yg aku carik sekarang nie. DARI dulu sampai sekarang. To everyone of you, yes! selama nie aku buta, tak nampak and tak hargai macam mana dia hargai aku. FYI, dia tak pernah buat macam mana aku buat kat dia pun. Aku yg bodoh and tak pernah cukup dgn ape yg aku ada. Yes, dia memang sgt kasar and that's the only reason kenapa aku buat hal dulu. Ngaku sekarang nie aku yg buat dia. Bk

hebat gila bila lama nak mati tak update blog. WHATSSSS UPPP. hahaha. life. its ruining. what else can i say? dh mmg ruin. sigh. up's and down's buat jadi DOWN memanjang. life kan. what else can i say. oh yeah. 4 years of relationship pun boleh RUIN jugak. hebat x? haha. what to do? things happened. just accept the way it is la kan? boleh sape2 ubah what happened? so yeah. work wise. IDK. gila kau tatau. ish ish ish. currently dekat travel agent after 8 months struggle dkt hotel life. hebat. never had this kind of working imagination. haha. nampak sgt pemalas dia mcm mana kan kan? but kalau pikir balik, this is the time that i met all those kind of people yg bermcm ragam. which by the end of the day, aku sendiri boleh kenang mcm2. haha. love life. A LOT. explains kan? every single thing that happened. tayah la bgtau kot. but deep inside me, dah mcm novel hati aku nie. haha. segala plan, segala susah payah tak berbaloi bila dia ckp, "dah tak sayang". weyh, easy gila. i