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Love and other things

Hey all!  THEN AGAIN. It's been awhile! There's lots of thing that happen which I should arrange it in proper way to explain everything. Which way I shall explain it, we shall see. I could not recall everything in details as I am not the person who can remember things exactly. One thing that I know is I am moving to another phase of my life soon. Not that very soon but in within few more weeks insyaAllah.  Dear Lovely People,  After reading all over again in my blog. All the posts that had been stated here. I had realized how much ups and downs that I had been through with him. The love of my life. He had been such a dearly and even such a jerk last time. But Alhamdulillah after all that we had been through, Allah had put His fate to us.  We will get ENGAGED people! In few more weeks. Everything is in the mist to complete. What else can I say? I'm speechless when one day in the phone call he said let's get married. Yet the next week his parents come and asked f

Pre & Post Birthday Celebration

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Who the hell gave me this idea. I mean to wrote this Pre & Post. Sounds like a wedding post here. Might look like one. But hey, it's my birthday that I'm talking about. Lets see what else that I can wrote it about.  PRE BIRTHDAY, which fall a day before the birthday date; 14 Oct. I went out with my dearly "lesbian" partner to find stuffs in Ikea. Went there and end up we hang out with other friends also. After some walkout and go round and round, end up I got my favourite cake! Sponge cheese cake! SO happy! Even it's not that expensive like what other people want, it is THAT nice OK. Special thanks to my ex colleague and her friend. Appreciate it so much! I really love it. Hugs. This was unexpected and so did they come over at the first place.  POST BIRTHDAY! This is the amazing one so far. Me and best friend went for Grand Lexis PD. Like how we always did. Pleasuring ourselves after one great escapes to another. This time the Grand Lexis is our

TwentyThreeYearsOldontheFifteenOctober

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It's been awhile right people? Anyway, let's start and update the whole thing now now. Since I'm yet very happy.  15 Oct 2012.  The best date ever in this whole year and yet very very memorable to me. WHY is that? Lots of updates and HEY! It's my BIRTHDAY! I turned 23 years old and this is amazing. Feeling of being in this age? I don't know yet. CLUELESS maybe. HAHA. The BEST birthday give, *let's see who had gave me such of wide smile on my birthday* LOVE; MuhammadHafiz - This is what he had send to me. *even we are in the big fight right at this moment* :- Epy besdy 2 u, epy besdy 2 u, epy besdy 2 my cinta epy besdy 2 u.. selamat ulng taun ke 23 syg.. hope besdy awk taun nie membwa seribu erti dlm hdup awk, org tau org byk uat awk mkn atu smpi awk jd gle.. org respect awk sbb awk usaha gak dpt kn org.. akhirnye org jd milik awk gak.. org hlng xnk lyn awk 4 bln tu bkn pe org sje nk tgk awk cm mne kalo org xde dlm hdup awk.. tp terbkti awk xbleh hdup

Loveofmylife

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Hopefully at this time everyone does not get tired from my unending story about us. Alhamdulillah, as for now, we are happy with each other. No other person had tear us apart and as for now, we are that happy.  Both of us had a good time whenever we talked, laughed to each other, make silly conversations become so interesting. After all, yes, I am happy as for now. Whichever sadness that had happened between us, I shall forget and try to make this relationship at this time; grows better and stays forever. InsyaAllah. Dear Muhammad Hafiz, PLEASE let this happen forever. Nothing else that I ever want. Me and just me until Allah end the relationship between us. Allah had put the faith for us to let this relationship grows and I really hope this will be forever.  Muhammad Hafiz and Noryadzrein; THIS IS US

TEGAR

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Hello everyone! As I browse through YouTube, watched some of the videos around and I end up with this song. Quite old one but the lyrics shown how much this woman missed the guy and this is what I feel. I miss my CINTA so much. He is that far and we did not contact that much like how we used to. I MISS HIM! Ya Allah, please let this love grows and never die in each other heart. Let's enjoy the lyric.  Tergoda aku 'tuk berfikir  Dia yang tercinta  Mengapa t'lah lama tak nampak  Dirimu disini  Jangankan ingin ku tersenyum  Tak ada gairah  Kuingin s'lalu bersamamu  Kini ku resah...  Diriku lemah tanpamu  Gapai semua jemariku  Rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu  Kuingin bersama berdua selamanya  Jika kubuka mata ini  Kuingin s'lalu ada dirimu  Dalam kelemahan hati ini  Bersamamu... Aku tegar...  Aku tegar Song : Tegar; Singer : Rossa Right at this moment all I can think about is having him for my entire life. Please pray the best for us dear

Life Essay

Well hello everyone!  Greetings from the office PC! :D It's been awhile since the last post right? *like I do have any readers* HAHA. Lots of thing happened in my entire life. Where shall I begin? Too much to talk about as this had changed my life and my thought and also my entire mood! Sounds so happy? YES I AM! On your mart, get set.. GO! Myself ; I had went through one major operation in my entire life. I had never been in one before this. After all, it is just minor operation in the hospital. Of course! It takes less than one hour to be inside the Operation Theatre and more than 2 months to be fully recovered! Sigh. The one that I talked about is Tonsil Operation. This freaking thing had live in my throat since God knows when. When tonsil food dietary is not followed, that is what happen, it's getting bigger and that's one of the reason why I still keep having high temperature fever. When it is more than few times in one month, doctor in the clinic had suggest me

Seventeenth

Seventeenth, the number that I shall remember the most. This is the date where everything begins between me and him. This date always bring me back to the memories that we shared and we sailed with each other for the past few years. Which to be exact it had been 4 years and 2 months today. Coincidence, he called around midnight as what he always did. But the date had been reminded each of us to just recalled back all the memories. To remember each and everything sweet and loveable moments that we had, so much that I would not and I hope I will not forget every single thing. But the sad things, the mistakes that I had done overwhelmed the love that we shared and cherish together. The wrong steps that I had took had put this relationship to the wall and cracked. Like glass slammed on the wall.  What else can I say about this relationship? Never end? He did put the full stop the other day. But I did told him that he can never be replaced. He still contacted me like usual, we still talk